April 2010
March 2010
todays been rough
woke from a nightmare about brad and i. aweful, lemme tell you. its was dziadzia’s birthday today so we all went to his grave. it was my first time since the funeral.. i was such a mess. i really miss him. i wish i had just that one more moment to say goodbye. i dont know if he knew how much i loved him.
“…we accept the love we think we deserve.”
—Stephen Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower) (via cuntented)